Living a real life.

 I just want to be real for a moment… 💔

I’m sorry I haven’t been around much lately. This past winter season, I’ve been in a battle with depression.

I know some people think that as Christians we shouldn’t deal with depression, but that’s not true. Anyone can fall into it, and sometimes it happens quicker than we expect.

Right now, I’m living in a small cottage—less than 300 sq ft—that my daughter and I once shared. We made so many beautiful memories there. But now that she’s no longer with us, it’s been really hard. I see her everywhere I look, and it brings back memories of losing her. Some days are just heavier than others.

Now that winter is ending and warmer weather is coming, I’m trying to take steps forward. I’m working on my online businesses, and I’m also looking for a part-time weekend job so I can save for a car and eventually find a new home—a place where I can start fresh and make new memories.

The biggest thing helping me through this season has been staying close to the Lord. 🙏
I’ve been spending time in His Word, praying, listening to praise and worship music, and talking with close people in my life who have been encouraging me.

I also want to be honest about another struggle—my health. Living with Type 1 Diabetes, other health issues, and now menopause has made things even more challenging. My body doesn’t always respond the way I want it to, no matter how hard I try. And that can be frustrating.

But I’m sharing this to say—you are not alone.

No matter what you’re going through—depression, grief, health struggles, or life challenges—there is help, there is hope, and there is a way through it.

God is still with us in the middle of it all.
Even in the hard days.

I’m planning to start sharing small videos about living with Type 1 Diabetes, other health challenges, and what life is like in a tiny home—along with my journey toward finding a new place.

Thank you all so much for your love and support. It truly means more than you know. 💕

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted…” – Psalm 34:18


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