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Day 14 of Keeping It Real What Grief Has Taught Me About Heaven

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 🎥 Day 14 of Keeping It Real What Grief Has Taught Me About Heaven Grief has taught me many things… but one of the deepest things it has taught me is to think more about Heaven. 💙 Before losing my daughter, I believed in Heaven because God’s Word says it is real. But after loss… Heaven became even more precious to me. Grief has taught me that this world is not our final home. It has taught me to hold more loosely to things on earth and more tightly to the promises of God. When someone you love is with the Lord, Heaven no longer feels far away—it feels personal. It becomes a place your heart longs for. I have learned that Heaven is not just a comfort for someday… it is hope for today. Because of Jesus, death does not get the final word. There will be reunion. There will be restoration. There will be no more pain, no sickness, no tears. And what a day that will be. 🙏 Do I still grieve? Yes. Do I still miss my daughter every day? Absolutely. But grief has also deepened my hope in e...

Day 13 Of Keeping It Real What People Say to Grieving Parents That Hurt

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 🎥 Day 13 of Keeping It Real What People Say to Grieving Parents That Hurts 💔 Today my blood sugars have been running a little high, and I’ve noticed something important—grief, stress, and emotional pain can affect Type 1 Diabetes too. People don’t always realize emotions can impact blood sugar. Stress and heartbreak can make numbers go up, throw things off, and leave you physically drained on top of emotionally exhausted. Grief doesn’t just affect the heart. It affects the body too. And that leads me to something I’ve wanted to share… There are things people say to grieving parents—even with good intentions—that can hurt. Things like: “God needed another angel.” “At least she’s in a better place.” “You should be over this by now.” “Everything happens for a reason.” I know people often mean well… But when you’ve lost a child, those words can cut deeply. What grieving parents often need most isn’t answers or explanations. It’s presence. It’s compassion. It’s someone willing to li...

Day 12 of Keeping It Real "What Grief Has Taught Me About God

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 Grief has taught me many things… but most of all, it has taught me who God really is. Losing my daughter has been the deepest pain I have ever known. And yet—even in that pain—I have seen the faithfulness of God. Grief has taught me that God stays when life falls apart. It has taught me that His presence is often closest in the darkest valleys. It has taught me that faith doesn’t mean we don’t hurt—it means we know where to take our hurt. I’ve learned I can cry and still trust Him. I can have questions and still love Him. I can grieve and still have hope. God has carried me through days I thought I wouldn’t make it through. And if you are carrying grief too, I want you to know—you are not alone. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted. 💙 Grief may change us, but it can also deepen us. And sometimes the hardest seasons teach us the most about God’s love. Psalm 34:18 — “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted.” My blood sugars have run a little high today as well, so having to do extr...

Day 11 Of Keeping It Real

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  🎥 Day 11 of Keeping It Real Today has been a good day, and I’m thankful to report my blood sugars have been steady again. 🙏 With Type 1 Diabetes, I never take a good blood sugar day for granted. One of the sweetest parts of today has also been spending time studying the Bible and being in the presence of the Lord. There is just something about time with Him that settles the heart, renews the mind, and strengthens the spirit. Sometimes the greatest self-care isn’t found in products or routines—it’s found in the quiet place with God. 💙 I’ve also been thinking about beauty and confidence today. I truly believe taking care of ourselves—whether spiritually, physically, or even through simple things like skincare, makeup, or doing your nails—can be a way of honoring the body God has given us. That’s one reason I’ve been excited about sharing Mary Kay and Kleo Kolor Nails . I’ve been enjoying the products from both companies so much. They’ve been a blessing and a fun part of t...

Day 10 of Keeping it Real

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🎥 Day 10 of Keeping It Real Today has been a really good day, and I’m thankful. 💙 My blood sugars have been great today—steady readings, no major highs or lows—and when you live with Type 1 Diabetes, those kinds of days are blessings you don’t take for granted. I’m learning more and more to thank God for the simple victories. Sometimes we look for the big breakthroughs and miss the everyday blessings right in front of us. I also wanted to share something exciting—I have recently started selling Mary Kay and Kleo Kolor Nails , and I’m really enjoying both of these new journeys. 💄💅 I prayed before stepping into both opportunities, and I truly believe the Lord opened these doors. One thing I love is that both companies offer products I genuinely enjoy and believe in. From beauty and skincare to nails and self-care, the products have been wonderful. And honestly, taking care of ourselves matters. Looking your best isn’t about vanity—it can be about confidence, stewardship, an...

Day 9 of Keeping It Real "What a "Normal Day" with T1 Diabetes Looks Like

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 🎥 Day 9 of Keeping It Real What a “Normal Day” with Type 1 Diabetes Looks Like What people think Type 1 Diabetes is: 👉 “Just don’t eat sugar and you’ll be fine.” What it actually is… Waking up and checking your blood sugar first thing. Counting carbs for every meal. Taking insulin. Watching for highs… watching for lows. Feeling tired even when you did everything right. Carrying supplies everywhere you go. And still having days where nothing makes sense. That’s a normal day. But here’s the other side of it… Still showing up. Still pushing through. Still trusting God in every moment. 🙏 Because even on the hard days—He gives me the strength to keep going. So if you see someone smiling… just know, there might be a whole battle behind it. And if you’re living this life too—I see you 💙 “You never know how strong you are until being strong is your only choice.”

Day 8 of Keeping It Real: Things People don't Understand About T 1 Diabetes

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 🎥 Day 8 of Keeping It Real Things People Don’t Understand About Type 1 Diabetes Can I be real for a minute? There are a lot of things people don’t understand about Type 1 Diabetes… and I want to share a few. First—Type 1 Diabetes is NOT caused by what we eat. It’s an autoimmune disease where the body attacks itself. Second—you can do everything right… eat right, take your insulin, exercise… and your blood sugar can STILL go high or low. There is no perfect formula. Third—it’s not just physical… it’s mental too. You’re constantly thinking, checking, adjusting, planning. It never really turns off. Fourth—you don’t get a break from it. Not at night, not on weekends, not on holidays. It’s 24/7. And lastly—just because we look okay on the outside doesn’t mean we feel okay on the inside. But through all of it—I’m still here, still fighting, and still trusting God every step of the way. 🙏 God gives strength for each day, even when our bodies feel weak. So if you didn’t know these thing...

Day 7 of Keeping It Real

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 🎥 Day 7 of Keeping It Real Today has been a good day with my diabetes. My numbers have been steady, and I’ve been looking into more resources to help keep everything on track. There is so much more equipment available now than there used to be, and that’s exciting. I’ve even been looking for a bag to carry all my supplies—because honestly, it’s like carrying a second pocketbook some days. But you do what you have to do to stay prepared and take care of yourself. I’m also starting to do small exercises to get back into shape. That hasn’t been easy after walking through depression following my daughter going to Heaven. Depression and medical issues can really affect your body and weight, and that’s something I’ve been dealing with. But now that I’m getting into a better place, it’s time to focus on my health again—one step at a time. I know it won’t happen overnight, but it will be worth it. And while I’m working on getting healthier, I’m also learning to appreciate the body I’m in...

Day 6 of Keeping It Real

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 🎥 Day 6 of Keeping It Real Today has been a good day with my diabetes. My numbers have been steady, and I’ve been looking into more resources to help keep everything on track. There is so much more equipment available now than there used to be, and that’s exciting. I’ve even been looking for a bag to carry all my supplies—because honestly, it’s like carrying a second pocketbook some days. But you do what you have to do to stay prepared and take care of yourself. I’m also starting to do small exercises to get back into shape. That hasn’t been easy after walking through depression following my daughter going to Heaven. Depression and medical issues can really affect your body and weight, and that’s something I’ve been dealing with. But now that I’m getting into a better place, it’s time to focus on my health again—one step at a time. I know it won’t happen overnight, but it will be worth it. And while I’m working on getting healthier, I’m also learning to appreciate the body I’m in...

Day 4 & 5 of Keeping It Real

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🎥 Day 4 & Day 5 of Keeping It Real Day 4 (Sunday): Yesterday I took a break from the computer. It felt a little strange not posting, but I’m glad I listened to the Lord and did what He was leading me to do. Sometimes stepping back is exactly what we need. Day 5: Today has been a good day so far. My blood sugar readings have been steady—no highs and no lows—and I’m praying it stays that way 🙏 I’ve been keeping it simple… drinking lots of water, enjoying my morning coffee, and just taking things one step at a time. Sometimes we don’t need to do anything big—we just need to stay consistent in the small things. I also did my nails last night, and I’m really happy with how they turned out for the week 💅💕 And good news—my replacement Dexcom arrived in the mail today! Not having to worry about medical supplies definitely makes life a little easier. Praying the others keep working like they should. Through it all, I’m just thankful. I pray you all have a blessed and wonderful day in th...

Day 3 of keeping it real

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 🎥 Day 3 of Keeping It Real Today is Saturday… and today, I’m listening to my body. I’m spending the day catching up on housework and also taking time to rest—because sometimes that’s exactly what we need. This morning started simple… coffee ☕, dishes (yes, those too lol), and just moving a little slower than usual. But one thing I noticed—I found myself praising the Lord the whole time. 🙏 And let me tell you… there’s just something about praising Him, even in the simple moments. It brings peace in a way nothing else can. It’s also important to remember—it’s okay to rest. Even God rested on the seventh day. Not because He was tired, but because He was setting an example for us to follow. So today is a messy bun, no makeup kind of day—and that’s perfectly okay 💕 Today is a good day to slow down, take care of yourself, and give thanks for all God has done… and all He’s still doing. Sometimes the most productive thing we can do… is rest. 💙 “Be still, and know that I am God.” – Psa...

Day 2 of Keeping It Real

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🎥 Day 2 of Keeping It Real Today started out good. I made a nice breakfast and was feeling ready for the day. But by the time I walked into my classroom, my Dexcom started alarming—low blood sugar. So I had to stop and take care of it. I grabbed my peanut butter and honey, waited it out, and finally got back to a steady number. Then I could finally sit down, drink my coffee, and get ready for the kids. The day gets going, everything is fine… and then—just like that—my Dexcom says HIGH blood sugar. And it’s like… ugh. So now I’m drinking more water, moving around, doing stretches while the kids are outside at playtime—just trying to bring it back down. This is the part people don’t see. With Type 1 Diabetes, you can do everything right—and your blood sugar will still go up or down. Even something as simple as taking a shower or exercising can throw everything off. There really isn’t a “normal” with this disease. You just do your best… one moment at a time. But through it all, I’m still...

Living a real life.

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 I just want to be real for a moment… 💔 I’m sorry I haven’t been around much lately. This past winter season, I’ve been in a battle with depression. I know some people think that as Christians we shouldn’t deal with depression, but that’s not true. Anyone can fall into it, and sometimes it happens quicker than we expect. Right now, I’m living in a small cottage—less than 300 sq ft—that my daughter and I once shared. We made so many beautiful memories there. But now that she’s no longer with us, it’s been really hard. I see her everywhere I look, and it brings back memories of losing her. Some days are just heavier than others. Now that winter is ending and warmer weather is coming, I’m trying to take steps forward. I’m working on my online businesses, and I’m also looking for a part-time weekend job so I can save for a car and eventually find a new home—a place where I can start fresh and make new memories. The biggest thing helping me through this season has been staying close to...